new meds

Saw my dr about the side effects and she's given me some anti nausea stuff to take. They make me feel even more tired and feel off too though. Im so overwhelmed by all these medications that i'm on. I hate taking medications, ive never been on more than one medication at a time before and now... Dr wants to see how i'm going because its obvious my anxiety and other issues are getting worse again and has organised some welfare phone call checks or something for this weekend... but she still doesnt want me to go down off of the new medication until i see the psychiatrist. Life is so... hard! I'm not great with holidays and things either which doesnt help. But just try and focus on making them fun for the kids. So tired and not sleeping, which i know is making things worse. But the dosage of night medication that they want me to take knocks me out too much to hear my youngest at night, and he wakes a few times each night, so its not really an option now im home on my own. Nobody seems to be listening to me.

Yeah @Alessandra1992 my youngest will come and get in with me, after I go to him first, he generally wakes up crying in his bed. And he is a wriggler but still end up getting more sleep than sitting with hiim waiting for him to get back to sleep and then going back an hour later.