ZamSenior Contributor
Schizophrenia and Anxiety
Hi everyone.
Havent posted in here in forever it feels. I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia several years back and have seemed to get a good handle on it and stay on medication and am doing my best to live a productive life..
After being admitted in several hospitals during some psychotic episodes, i got the idea in my head that i wanted to actually work in that field since i felt that i wasnt getting the help i truly yearned for in there, and that was just for someone to be able to relate to what i was going through.
So eventually when i started to get better, i acted on that and took up doing a diploma in mental health. Im pretty slow at doing the work becuase i get distracted pretty easy but i keep going at it..
Anyway, i started work prac last week and im around a lot of people for about 6 hours a day. It is causing a lot of anxiety. im not that social and not the best in large groups of people and every second im there i just am fighting my instincts to get out of there and go home where its quiet but i never do and i just put up with being so anxious that it literally makes me feel sick.
Im getting more and more concerned that im going to get so stressed out from it all that symptoms of the schizophrenia is going to get stronger and the medication is not going to work any longer...
I dont know what to do.