karzywetNew Contributor
My most intense asd meltdown ever
Hi everyone I wanted to share this today I had the most intense meltdown I ever had ans I was home alone i didn’t sleep well I had a headache sore throat and a upset stomach I was already exhausted and struggling I tried reaching out for support but the long wait made everything build up then I got a unexpected appointment call and taht was the final thing taht pushed my limit I ended up crying on the floor panicking and feeling completely out of control I even broke a glass candle which shocked me because I never broken anything during a meltdown before what stands out was to me is taht I put a garbage liner down the carpet before I did it almost like a part of me was still trying to keep things safe cold water on my face and neck helped me start calming me down and taking a headscpe. Make me feel less alone I am safe now but my body is sore and exhausted the meltdown seemed to go on for a very long time which made it scarier I think this experience showed me how important is to reach out for support before everything bulids up too much I am resting taking things easy