Hello MindGames963,
A warm welcome to the forums!
I am so sorry you are carrying so much. It makes sense you are feeling overwhelmed. I want you to know that you are not “too much,” and you do not have to face this alone.
I also would like to check in. Are you feeling safe right now?
If you feel that you are in immediate danger, please call emergency services 000. When you feel like talking about how you are feeling, Crisis services provide, confidential 24/7 support, you can call Lifeline on 13 11 14 (or text 0477 13 11 14) or Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467.
Please look after yourself and know that you are appreciated and continue to reach out peers on this caring platform. We sit with you here on the forums and you are cared for very much.
Warmest regards,
AltZing-Connect