Carers under 30...

waiting for your pics @Former-Member

how are you going?

love the memes @Former-Member thank you

i hope work was ok?

things are hard here, cant do much about it except wait for appointments and try to get through the each day though.

mm very much so @Former-Member even a dr that im not all that familiar with said that i wasnt looking the best today (pops dr not mine) juggling my health and pain , pops stuff, family stuff, horses, etc is quite alot atm but even the small stuff right now feel huge. im aware some of it is feeling this way as between yesterday and the next few days is my suicide attempt aniversaries too

no pain doesnt help, my hand injury has really flared up and really weak and painful. my teeth im about ready to take out myself as another 2 teeth have joined the ouch party too along with horrid kidney and back pain thatll have to be checked out as soon as i can but i dont think its an infection. never can tell though.


i was suppose to have a psych session last friday but they cancelled and forgot to inform me until i rang yesterday to find out what what happening so now i have to wait another 3 weeks. ive only got 4 sessions left before my care plan runs out too which makes things abit trickier @Former-Member

not currently @Former-Member after this week the stuff with the horses is easing right off though so itll jsut be the normal stuff. the rest of it is basically for pop and having to constantly be there for him etc- hes becoming very dependent that he cant even go to the chemist or the shops on his own anymore, he cant have specilists ring him etc because he doesnt know what they are talking about and if they ring to change appointments ill never know about it so everything is going through me now.
once some of his tests are ou of the way it wont be so busy either atm they need to do some ruling out for his symptoms. its hard to know whats what because he sometimes lies for attention or he forgets etc so its up to me to monitor etc and relay back to the drs. soo frustrating and overwhelming sometimes trying to manage everything and everyone