Grieving the life of parents and a son who are still alive

Aww thank you yes its not easy feel abit lonely today I just been weeding in gardening and doing house work to keep busy also have house inspection coming up so trying to do things beforehand and my sons 12th birthday is Tuesday so thats exciting but feel bad because his taking day of school for it so he can go see his grandparents and brother and then spend time with me and then go to his dads so now not only do I have to share him with his grandparents brother and dad its just alot so this first of everything is gonna be hard so today being fathers day is hard I just wish I had a dad who supported me and really loved me I know he will never be that dad so I did the right thing choosing to walk away. Yeah tafe and organising prac is full on i think once things settle down ill be able to do counselloring and that with sane again

It sounds like you’ve got a lot going on, and I can understand why today feels especially lonely. I think it’s really positive that you’ve been keeping yourself busy with the garden and getting things ready for the inspection, but make sure you give yourself some time to just be today too @grievinglife

And your son’s 12th birthday sounds lovely! I can imagine it feels like a lot having to share the day between everyone, especially with so many “firsts” happening at the moment. But I hope you can enjoy the time you do get together and make some nice memories

And I think you’re right. You made the decision to walk away because you knew you deserved better. That doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt though 💛

Thank you definitely trying thats for sure. And I appreciate your kind words thank you I will definitely 💛

You’re very welcome @grievinglife

Try and take things one day at a time and be kind to yourself. You’re doing your best and that’s enough 💛