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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Feeling lost and confused, just wanna feel alright I want things to be the way they used to be. I keep getting let down by ndis support workers aswell and it’s breaking me. I’ve been to ER twice this week and I was trying so hard not to go.
changes are just triggering all together. It’s just hard. But still going with my coping skills.
am safe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 I can imagine she would have been happy to see you.
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Sooo I may of just done something @MissGremlin - hehehe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 what did you do sweet?
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@MissGremlin - I just ordered 3 bedazzled kits hehehe 
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 ooohhhh exciting ☺️
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Happy birthday @Fluttershy1
It sounds like a nice day but I do get the social battery. Hoping you can rest and recharge.
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Nala2022Moderator
Hi @Fluttershy1,
How are you feeling today? I was just catching up on the posts I missed while I was away.
It sounds like you had a lot going on. I'm glad you had some fun at the trampoline park with your support worker and your brother, even though it sounds like it wore you out! 😊
I also noticed it was your birthday yesterday. Happy belated birthday! I'm sorry to hear birthdays are such a difficult time for you though. I hope you were able to find at least one small moment of kindness for yourself.
Do you have any plans for the weekend, or are you just taking it easy?
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Thanks @Captain24. it was a nice day
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Thanks for the birthday wishes @Nala2022 - I’m currently babysitting next door been here since 7am and the little one does not like to listen so I’m on thin ice because I’m ready to sleep.
birthdays are always hard, they just trigger me and bring up the past, but it was a good day though. Went to the aquarium. Did a few things in the city then came home and had dinner with the family.
nova has been really naughty and waking me up all through the night with her zoomies lately don’t know why.
Tuesday i was in the ER because I wasn’t great mentally at all, I didn’t end up meeting that Threapist because it was too much and it was in her home and I didn’t feel comfortable with that at all. Didn’t help the intrusive thoughts were screaming at me that day.
how’s Nala?
am safe
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Nala2022Moderator
No worries @Fluttershy1 Oh wow, 7am is an early start! Hopefully you'll be able to head home and get some rest soon. It sounds like it's been a long day already.
I'm sorry birthdays are such a difficult time for you, but I'm really glad to hear there were still some nice moments in the day. The aquarium sounds like it would have been lovely😊
Haha, naughty Nova! Cats really do have a knack for getting the zoomies at the most inconvenient times
I'm sorry to hear you ended up in the ER on Tuesday. It sounds like you were carrying so much that day. It's completely understandable that meeting a new therapist felt like too much, especially when you were already feeling overwhelmed. How are you doing today?
Nala is doing well, thank you for asking. She's currently sitting by the window, very invested in watching the birds outside
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