Hai @Nala2022@hopeful_hannah@heartathome@AuntGlow@Adge@Bunniekins@DogMan79@Captain24@Cuddlebear@Chasingsunsets@TAB@Appleblossom@EternalFlower@MissGremlin@Jacques@wateravoidant@Flutterbug9@Taali- how are you all?
got discharged from CATT yesterday, all good was managing quite well until today, we get a call the morning that mums dad is being airlifted to a different hospital because he had a heart attack/stroke & a brain bleed so we found out that he doesn’t have many days left or potentially hours so we went up and said our goodbyes which really upset me because he remembered me and wouldn’t let go of my hand which made me cry. So I spent like 3 hours with him and just talked to him and went through memories.
then I left and it really hit me which landed me in ER and I just couldn’t console myself or regulate so I ended up seeing MH and talking things through but it’s not going to be easy at all.
am safe