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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Feeling lost and confused, just wanna feel alright I want things to be the way they used to be. I keep getting let down by ndis support workers aswell and it’s breaking me. I’ve been to ER twice this week and I was trying so hard not to go.
changes are just triggering all together. It’s just hard. But still going with my coping skills.
am safe
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DogMan79Senior Contributor
@Fluttershy1
Did the hospital admit you this time? You haven't posted in several days
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Hai @Nala2022 @hopeful_hannah@heartathome @Adge @Bunniekins@DogMan79@Captain24 @Cuddlebear@Chasingsunsets@TAB @Appleblossom@EternalFlower@MissGremlin @Jacques@wateravoidant@Flutterbug9 @Taali - how are you all?
sorry I’ve been so absent, I’ve been really not good mentally and they still haven’t admitted me, I’ve been in ER every day this week and finally put under the CATT team, they want me to go to PARC but I know they won’t take me with the current mental state I’m in & relapsing last night.
im currently off my meds as I think they haven’t been working but I’m fighting hard to try and get a admission on a psych unit as I think it is really needed with how I’m presenting right now & how things are.
ER also haven’t been helpful either one of the clinicians on Wednesday took me out the front and yelled at me telling me that I had been there every day and that I wasn’t getting a assessment even though I was presenting for my MH and risk. So I got sent home. Called triage and CATT got nowhere and presented again Thursday. Got told I was better in the community and I said no I’m getting worse but they didn’t listen and they said come back when overnight staff are on the the pysch reg is on so they can review you, went back but by that time I was not great at all, saw the consultant and they said no community is better and CATT team & a PARC referral which they won’t accept me when I’m like this anyways.
so today saw CATT team, told them how I felt, that I’m still struggling, etc, they were like see how you go at home but call back if your really not coping and we will see what we can do from here. So I’ve called a few times tonight. Got nowhere because I got someone that knows me well and apparently I’m presenting fine but I’m not. So will call tomorrow morning and try again.
am safe. Love to you all❤️
am safe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm sorry things have been so rough for you. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
Hello @MissGremlin - thanks sweet.
that’s why I haven’t been around, I’m still not great but trying so hard. It’s so draining.
wanna chat so I can distract. I just wanna cry more otherwise. Am safe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 you're doing well sweet. I really hope that you can get the support you need. I know how hard it is when you reach out time and time again but get left with no support. It's lovely to see you here though ❤️. Have you been doing any crafts lately?
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@MissGremlin - doing a lot of colouring and music if I’m honest.
ive had tears tonight. Nova and ember have also made me laugh, ember now knows how to do somersaults 😂😂
they also like to sleep on me hahaha
am safe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 haha nawww look at them both, they're so adorable 😍.
Glad you've been doing some colouring sweet ☺️
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@MissGremlin - I’m currently colouring and talking here while playing with my cats.
they are very cheeky. I can’t sleep on my own atm I get really bad anxiety so I’ve been sleeping in mums room.
am safe
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MissGremlinSenior Contributor
@Fluttershy1 I'm sitting in bed doing my diamond art.
They look very cheeky 😂. I'm glad that you're able to sleep in with mum at the moment.
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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor
@MissGremlin - I just finished the page I was colouring, now starting a new page but also debating sleep. I’m just like I don’t know I’m in a mess right now.
am safe
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