I’m missing things not working.

Nothing anyone can do. @MissGremlin Just need to keep myself safe and hold on. I’m mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted. But I guess you understand that. I just have one wish right now and I can’t post it. Mind you is pretty good as no one is monitoring anything any way.

@Captain24 i completely understand how you're feeling sweet. I get that wish aswell, I'm right there with you. I know you say there's nothing anyone can do, but I can just be here sitting in this space with you. Have you got Pix and Jett with you? Casper is snuggled up next to me, I'm trying to calm down after what's been a very stressful time here today/tonight. My heart is pounding and I'm feeling very overwhelmed, there's a part of me that's recognising that I might need extra support but another part that's still trying to ride things through. I'm safe and I'll do my diamond art for a bit to see if things settle.

I guess I’m in trouble as there are posts missing @MissGremlin Maybe they are reading. It doesn’t matter anyway I’m about to go to bed.

I hope the overwhelm settles for you and things get just a little bit easier.

Dogs are fed and waiting to go to bed. It’s the best and safest option for me right now.

Im not sure when I’ll be back but please take care of yourself

@Captain24 I'm glad you've fed the dogs and are going to bed. Please look after yourself and reach out if you need to, I'm always here for you. Sending you so much love and hugs beautiful ❤️

Here for you too @Captain24 💛

I know that things not operating at full capacity is really distressing, but please know that we still want to be here for you as much as possible, okay?

How are Pix and Jett? Are they giving you lots of love and cuddles?

Thanks @AuntGlow.

It’s really triggering and traumatising the way it’s working. So many trauma memories are coming up. Causing me a get deal of pain. Plus being soooo slow is increasing my anxiety. It’s not a safe place to be. I do have the link to close my account just waiting a few days

Don’t worry about being here for me. I’m not worth it and that was pretty clear last night and today. I’m going to bed now and Pix and Jett will join me.

Have a good night.

I hear you, and I can imagine that would be really vulnerable to hold. Know that you're not alone, we are still here and wanting to support you. You are absolutely worth it and I am so sorry you're not feeling held right now - is there anything we could do that might help to create a greater sense of safety at the moment?

Also, I am so glad you have Pix and Jett to cuddle tonight. @Captain24 💛

Morning @Captain24 sweet, just wanting to let you know that I'm thinking about you and sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️.

Now I can’t write a proper response on here as it won’t let me post. Anything other than a couple of lines.

More triggers and trauma. Maybe it better for everyone on here and in my life if I just gave up