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Riding a wave

Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

Riding a wave

Hi all,

@CherryBomb, @Former-Member or any other @Former-Member floating around Forum Land, will you ride a wave with me? I thought I would be fine doing something...but it turns out that the something has made my big feelings BIG and now I'm in a pickle...and there's nothing worse than a pickled turtle! I'm going to go and snuggle in my bed so I probably won't actually respond to you, but it will still super help me to know that I am not utterly alone on the wave. I don't want to tag anyone else because I don't want anyone to feel they need to respond. Thank you in advance for riding with me.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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Not distraction time @Pepsimax but thank you so much for caring.

SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one hears me. Shhhhhhhh don't tell.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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I'm SCARED. Please someone hear me!!!!!!!!! They tell me things that don't make sense, they refuse to explain, and then when I seek help from you guys to understand, they remove the post. I'm TERRIFIED. PLEASE HEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @Faith-and-Hope @NikNik @Former-Member

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I'm sorry it's like this, @Phoenix_Rising.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member There's nobody. SCARED bookish. How is this not pushing me towards you-know-what? How is it not? This is crazy making stuff. I am TERRIFIED, bookish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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I'm scared @Former-Member. I'm scared scared scared scared. How is this NOT pushing me towards you-know-what. This is crazy making stuff. I'm SCARED. PLEASE HELP ME.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARED @Former-Member. SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED. There's no one here. It's just like at the church bookish. Everyone turned a blind eye, everyone walked away, everyone pretended not to see. It's just the same.

I do not matter,

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

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Unknown userMember

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No one deserves to feel scared like this, @Phoenix_Rising. I wish I could do more or make you feel safer (I wish I could make me feel safer, too).

All I can do is sit here, in the waves, with my leaky listening eyes.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member There's no one on the ocean. No one is coming. There's no one, bookish. You are the only one here. No one is coming. I'm SCARED, bookish. I'm scared scared scared scared scared.

I do not matter,

I'm only one person,

Destroy me completely,

Then throw me away.

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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member everbody has left. There's no one. Where is everybody? It's too hard. It's easier to walk away, pretend not to see. Shhhhhhh don't tell. I'm SCARED @Former-Member. I'm so so so SO scared.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I am here with you too @Phoenix_Rising and hearing how much you are hurting and wishing you weren't

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