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Riding a wave

Riding a wave

Hi all,

@CherryBomb, @Former-Member or any other @Former-Member floating around Forum Land, will you ride a wave with me? I thought I would be fine doing something...but it turns out that the something has made my big feelings BIG and now I'm in a pickle...and there's nothing worse than a pickled turtle! I'm going to go and snuggle in my bed so I probably won't actually respond to you, but it will still super help me to know that I am not utterly alone on the wave. I don't want to tag anyone else because I don't want anyone to feel they need to respond. Thank you in advance for riding with me.

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*tosses around rainbows, watches them sparkle as their colours reflect like a kaleidiscope off the water*

Stay safe, be well ocean dwellers.

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Super big thank you for the lift back to the ocean @NikNik. I think I might have a sleepover in your nutella jar tonight while @Jupiter watches over the ocean.

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I am just sitting here reflecting a little before I head out of Forum Land for the night. I was reading about the experiences of others in hospital, and they are so far removed from my own experiences, it's bewildering. I know I can't even write about my experiences in detail here (I've done that before and had the post removed because of the risk of it distressing others). I really want to talk about it...I guess one day TTT and I will get around to it.

None of my 40+ hospital admissions have been for more than 72 hours - even after a suicide attempt. I guess it depends entirely on the particular local health district as to what sort of support a person diagnosed with BPD gets (or doesn't get!). I have never received any actual help or support in hospital. It has always been an arse-covering exercise, where I get admitted because no one wants to cop the blame if I suicided. I am really intrigued by the idea that some people actually get help in hospital. Sigh...It is super hard for a wonky little turtle to understand.

Night Forum Land.

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@Phoenix_Rising I hope the ocean is calm tonight. The nutella looks delicious!

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Night @Phoenix_Rising hope you sleep well

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Sleep well and Thankyou
@Phoenix_Rising 🌿

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Hi @SleepyPanda I super wish you worked more sociable hours. I super like you. I super like falling asleep knowing there is a sleepy panda watching over the ocean. 😊

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Hi @Phoenix_Rising

I will be around on Sunday from 11am to 4pm, hope to see you around then.

SP

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*quietly comes by to leave some apple cake and apple crumble servings, each with a generous dollop of whipped cream, for the ocean dwellers* I know I needed something a bit different after all that Nutella.

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*slips in to collect empty plates, leaves some toast spread with homemade passionfruit butter for the little turtle*

Be well, little turtle.

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