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Riding a wave

Riding a wave

Hi all,

@CherryBomb, @Former-Member or any other @Former-Member floating around Forum Land, will you ride a wave with me? I thought I would be fine doing something...but it turns out that the something has made my big feelings BIG and now I'm in a pickle...and there's nothing worse than a pickled turtle! I'm going to go and snuggle in my bed so I probably won't actually respond to you, but it will still super help me to know that I am not utterly alone on the wave. I don't want to tag anyone else because I don't want anyone to feel they need to respond. Thank you in advance for riding with me.

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The waves are so so so so giant and there isn't a person on this planet that I can actually talk to right now.

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You have TTT tomorrow I think @Phoenix_Rising? You get through tonight and you see TTT tomorrow and you go from there. TTT knows even without knowing so she will know more when she knows, which is so close now.

I am trying not to jump into lizard brain right now and maybe it's an idea for us to practice not doing that together-but-not. What do you think?

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Hold on tight @Phoenix_Rising,
You matter to me,
You matter a lot
❤️

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I hear you @Phoenix_Rising and sitting with you too.

Thank you for your words this morning

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I just realised it isn't Tuesday tomorrow - I am face palming myself sorry @Phoenix_Rising.

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@CheerBear no I don't see TTT for almost a fortnight - unless she gets a cancellation next week. I am totally in lizard brain. I am sitting in my car parked on the side of a highway with a lizard brain. I started reaching out for help first thing this morning but the email went unanswered. I feel utterly utterly worthless. This has been building all day. With every ignored plea for help it grows. I simply do not matter CheerBear.

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Hey @Phoenix_Rising, I can hear you're really struggling - I have sent you an email to check in

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But your email just told me to call the two helplines who always either hang up on me or escalate the situation @Former-Member.

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How the hell could anyone at LL or SCBS ever make sense of the immense wrongness of the wrong. How can anyone comprehend how this could possibly possibly happen!

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Sitting with you little turtle. You matter to a lot of people... this monarch included.

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