Riding a wave

hahahah - me tooooo! 😄

Now I really will stop disturbing you also 🙂

Thanks for remembering me, @Phoenix_Rising. Good night. I hope you sleep well and have sweet turtle dreams. 🐢

I know you’re not about much on the weekends at the moment, @Phoenix_Rising, but I just wanted to pop in and let you know I’m thinking of you. I hope you’re doing okay and that the waves aren’t too big. 🌷

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@CheerBear wrote:
Is it Monday yet?

Good night @Phoenix_Rising 🙂

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It is Monday eve @CheerBear...and the eve of the eve of turtle whisperer day.

And on that note, I am disappearing from Forum Land so that I can get stuff done so that I can then try and figure out the doing bit of our DBT adventure, which a pesky little carebear was soooooooo busting to get to.

Thinking of you @Phoenix_Rising

I am superly duperly struggling right now. I feel utterly hopeless. I am 40 years old, the last of a generation of my family has just died, and I have zero hope of ever having any sort of a career. Right now I am feeling angry and restful because people less qualified than me seem to be able to get a job and be regarded as an "expert" while dumb-arse me sits around on the DSP experiencing all the disempowerment and invalidation that goes with being a "consumer." I have giant angry feelings and giant hopelessness feelings. All I ever wanted was a career. I've known for years that I was never going to be successful in the interpersonal relationships thing, but I truly thought that if I just tried hard enough I could have a career that would consume my time, passion and energy. Now I know it is almost certainly never going to happen. The much more likely outcome is that I will spend the rest of my life on welfare with occassional paid gigs supplementing that payment. That is not what I spent 12 years at uni for. I feel utterly utterly utterly hopeless.

@Former-Member @Former-Member