Riding a wave

Hi @Phoenix_Rising,

Yes I am watching over the ocean tonight. Sleep well little turtle

{Sneaks out of CheerBear's pocket super quickly to leave this for @Zoe7}.

Good morning in the cave. I think it's turtle whisperer Tuesday for you today @Phoenix_Rising - you made it here again 🙂

It's really tricky Tuesday for you @Zoe7. I am thinking of you this morning.

It's Wednesday eve here for me. I feel really ok about this today Phoenix_Rising and I really wanted to share that with you this morning. You have helped me get here. Thank you.

@Zoe7 I am thinking about you on this morning of tricky Tuesday. I SUPER love the picture that you made of me last night. This little, disrespectful, offensive, non-loving, non-worrying turtle will be waiting right here in the underwater cave for you (unless you want me to come with you, in which case I can do that too). You can do this. You've got this!

@Former-Member can you please come and visit on the ocean. The waves are super super super super SUPER giant and I have to hang on for half an hour until I can talk to my turtle whisperer. Please can you ride the giant waves with me?

Hi @Phoenix_Rising

Can I share my nutella with you?

Nik

@Former-Member I'm never going to find anyone who is willing and able to work with me. Fred was right. He WAS the only one who would stay. I AM too f*cked up for anyone else to treat. He was right and I wish with all my heart that I had just stayed with him. I was a million times safer with him than I will ever be again. How can it possibly be that I found a turtle whisperer, but we can't work on the trauma stuff because of factors outside of her control? How can this be????

You know what I really hate? When people say "these things take time". Yeah, they DO take time, that's why after TWENTY YEARS I WANT TO MAKE A START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't even start. My turtle whisperer and I can't even start to unmuddle the muddle. I've been living in total limbo for twenty-seven months since the final great showdown with Fred and I still can't even make a start on unmuddling my muddle. How does anyone live with that? How do I keep on keeping on, when I'm on a road to nowhere!!!! My feelings are super super super giant.

@NikNik Yep. Does it matter if my tears drip into it? Would that make it too gross for you to want any more so that I'd get the rest of it???

I am still superly duperly struggling with what happened in Forum Land over the weekend. I super want to talk to you about it, but I figured I'd wait until after I've seen my turtle whisperer. So...I'm super super super struggling with that, and I am super super super struggling with the reality that my turtle whisperer and I can't even get to first base with my muddle because of factors outside of her control and the chances of me finding another turtle whisperer are miniscule.