Saturday Soiree -- 9th May 2026

@creative_writer hey creative writer, thank you for your support. I suffer deep depression which resulted in psychosis when it was very severe. I have a very difficult upbringing. Learning to overcome seems lifelong ha. But I am hoping to find happiness. To overcome depression. Ha.

@GezzaP enjoy TV and wish you good night sleep.

@creative_writer hey creative writer, trauma from my parents are very real. They were both very hard people. Now I begin to think this previous mentor get money out of me will become trauma ha. It definitely affected me in all areas of my life, relationships, church commitments. Ha.

Patches don’t work for me and the gum gives me hiccups. Prefer inhaler. @creative_writer The acupuncturist said we’d start by trying to reduce how much I smoke before stopping. See how I go.

I stopped once for 6 months then went back to work after leave started again due to panic attack when told how many essays would have to grade @creative_writer . So I know I can stop.

@creative_writer hey creative writer, guess trauma happen to vulnerable people, children. People who need support from powerful people. May be healing comes in terms of building internal resilience towards unjust treatments. That's the hard part. If it does it does happen, it happens very slowly. My previous mentor aware of my childhood abuse and he supported me yo an independent career. Now he is using his knowledge of my vulnerability to get money. Feels like he wants to get full control of my money and work ability for his use. But I am now more experienced . Hopefully I don't fall back into psychosis and lose control of my hard earned money.