Depression- Really Struggling- may be triggering

That looks good @Former-Member. All organised and ready to go!

Don't be concerned about going away and only having the nights to study. If you have done the revision beforehand - like I mentioned earlier - then you will only need to read over notes to refresh your mind - not to learn or re-learn anything. It will be ok little monster

Sounds good @Former-Member ..... 💙💕

ok @Zoe7

Revision starts tomorrow, the more time i have the better or maybe i should start on monday......?

even if it go away ill still be on here and if your around ill know ill be ok my butterfly. @Zoe7

i feel closer to you than i do my own family. maybe getting away just before the exam might be a bit refreshing too as long as its not raining and i have to keep babysitting the whole bloody time

.ill be ok handling my nerves for now but when it gets a little closer and on the day of the exam good gried i know i wont be ok lol

thank you @Faith-and-Hope

revision i dont know whether to start tomorro or give it until monday to do..?

ill be ok handling my nerves until prob a week until the exam then ill prob be wreck and the day of it as well
maybe the change of scenery around that time might give me a bit refreshing and hopefully ill be able to think clearly. i know where we are going its very popular with the dolphins so maybe ill go chill with them and think of you and hopefully ill see lots of butterflies and ill know everyones with me

Start Monday @Former-Member - give yourself some time to get organised and relax tomorrow - then start fresh on Monday. Stick to a routine as much as you can and gice yourself regular breaks - that is really important - especially to lessen any anxiety with difficult material that you are revising.

The break away will be good after 4 solid weeks of studying. Even if it is babysitting ALL the time - try and do things that you enjoy also - like drawing with your sisters. Draw something for them to colour in for example - that way they are included and you are still doing something you like to do at the same time. Another one my kids at school really like is a progressive story - each of you draw or write a part of a story in turn (with the same theme) and then put it all together to form a complete story - this can be fun as well as funny.

yeah @Zoe7 i wont be babysitting the whole time i can tell you that now. i dont mind chilling with them and spending some family time though hoepefully without too much blame and guilt while im there.

but the change will be good esp if i get to see butterflies and dolphins too.

speaking of stories i started writing one the other day- just a short story i might be able to finish that tonight and share it will you in another thread if yous are interested in that?

@Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51@utopia@Dothemo @Mazarita

There is a thread called Writing as a Form of Therapy - post in there when you finish and tag me from there - I think I still get those notifications but tag me just in case @Former-Member

ok @Zoe7

hows your painting going? are you still going to paint that butterfly for me?

I actually just posted to @Faith-and-Hope that I have done some more of the Stepping Stone image. I actually want to buy three small canvases to do your butterfly, mine and faithandhope's as a set so give me a bit more time for those ones. I have put my butterfly girl aside just for now - want to do the stepping stones first - it is easier to concentrate when I am feeling calmer. @Former-Member