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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 you're doing well to keep yourself busy sweet.

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Like my fave MH clinician is working tonight but I don’t want to go if you understand unless I really need to. @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 i do understand sweet. Just know that it's ok to go if you need to, they are there to support you.

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Yes, @Fluttershy1 . In the past:

1) Maintaining guidelines

2) Working with conflict sometimes (with moderator support)

3) At least 2 hours a week on the forums

4) Role modelling SANE's values

And what do you mean by keeping accounts separate?

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@tyme - can you have 1 account for like CG and like one account for like to get support for yourself

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Yeah @MissGremlin - I know but it’s so overwhelming at times, and sometimes they don’t understand

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@Fluttershy1 i hear you sweet. Well how about for the moment we focus on getting through the night with self regulation/distraction but know that the other option is there if you really need it.

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I’m doing my diamond art at the moment @MissGremlin - I had to get my lamp off the fridge that I haven’t used in ages hahaha

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@Fluttershy1 I'm doing my bedtime routine now so that I can do my diamond art soon.

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Yay @MissGremlin - I have my tv on while doing mine, but I’m dissociating

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