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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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They are also impulsive which isn’t going to help @MissGremlin - I just want to be a damn normal person this isn’t fair. Why can’t I just live a life of a normal person who sleeps. Eats and repeats….

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@Fluttershy1 those impulsive thoughts are really hard to sit with. I think the concept of normal is a tough one though. Yes we have extra challenges to face with our quirks and mental health but i don't think we are abnormal for being the way we are. Sending you hugs sweet, you're not alone ❤️.

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@MissGremlin - I feel like a burden and a failure to everyone, I feel like everything is falling out from underneath me, my thoughts are racing, I’m trying to focus on grounding and making paper cranes but that isn’t even going the way I want it to. I just wanna cry.

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@Fluttershy1 I understand those feelings all too well sweet. But you are definitely not a burden or a failure. Would you like to try working on a grounding activity together to try to slow things down?

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@Fluttershy1 oh sweet, I'm sorry it's so tough right now. I'm here with you sweetheart ❤️.

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I’ll be quiet, I’m scared that I will trigger a mod or PSW here. @MissGremlin - I feel like it’s too much for everyone on here…

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I am safe, just not sleeping isn’t helping. Just a place to vent and have people who understand is what’s going to help @MissGremlin

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@Fluttershy1 it's not too much sweet. We are all here for you, to sit with you during these moments and to help you get through them ❤️

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@MissGremlin - Perry is sitting next to me, I hate feeling this way.

@tyme or @Jynx - I’m just not sleeping and I’m finding it hard to regulate but I am safe, just need a safe place to vent and people who understand

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@Fluttershy1 I'm really glad that you have Perry next to you. I know it's so hard to feel this way but you are doing so well to get through it.

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