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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 my lucky stars and one of my other origami things ☺️

     

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Hahahaa, I’ve got the lucky stars aswell @MissGremlin - I love your origami things

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@Fluttershy1 thankyou sweet. Origami is fun but can also be so frustrating at times 😂.

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Thought I could sleep @MissGremlin - but nope, just layed here awake. I feel like I’ve hit a wall, just drained and run down.

I know my Fave MH clinician is working overnight tonight so if I need her I can go to her. I spoke with her at 2am the morning. She calmed me down. She’s like a mother to me, she takes me under her wing like a daughter.
I’ll probably go see her tonight as she can give me prn, and we will talk and she will calm me down to the point where I can think straight.

Am safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm sorry that you weren't able to sleep sweet.

That's good that you've got a MH clinician that's able to help you so much. She sounds very caring and understanding. Hope if you do see her tonight that it helps and then you are able to get some sleep ❤️

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@MissGremlin - hopefully, I haven’t been quiet since I have had my carer I have put on a show for her with music and singing lol.

@Jynx @tyme @RiverSeal @rav3n @AuntGlow

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@Fluttershy1 haha a show with music and singing sounds like fun.

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@Jynx - how do you cope when your head is running 100 miles a hour and you want to swap and change things at late hours and all of that like hyperactive. I’ve been awake over 72 hours and I’m over it.

am safe

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She’s like omg because we are in the car still and I have control over the music 😈😂 @MissGremlin - she might only be doing a few more shifts with me as she’s not coping having so many roles. Which is sad.

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@Fluttershy1 haha she sounds lot a good person though sweet. It's sad that she might only be doing a few more shifts with you.

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