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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 I'm just sitting in bed with my diamond art and Casper while I'm trying to get through to a crisis service (I'm safe).

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@MissGremlin - hopefully they answer soon, my housemate is kicking off again and I’m speaking so quietly. I just wanna cry. It’s so annoying but yet she doesn’t give a care if she has her speaker up loud after 10pm or is laughing loudly etc

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@Fluttershy1 oh that's so tough, I'm sorry they're being that way sweet.

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@MissGremlin @An safe

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@Fluttershy1 I'm here with you sweet. I can understand being triggered by her behaviour. Are you in your room sweet, do you have Perry with you?

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Hi @Fluttershy1 ,

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@MissGremlin - I’m in my room got Perry got stars on, ready to take my meds soon.

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you're in your room sweet, have Perry and your stars on. I hope you can get some sleep soon sweetheart.

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@tyme - I am safe, just feel very triggered. I’ve got Perry close by. I’ve been speaking with my support team aswell.

got a quiet day tomorrow

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@MissGremlin @tyme @Appleblossom @TAB @Nala2022 @Jynx @AuntGlow - moved back to mums because I couldn’t deal with living at the house anymore.

a lot more calmer here. Am safe

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