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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@creative_writer - I’ve spoken to lots of different people, I think I’m happy without the meds if I’m honest I feel like myself. I also braved the doctors. I got the procedure done.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 oh I know that one of the questions when wearing jumpers all the time. Sending hugs sweet ❤️. Yes having to go out more often to pick them up is annoying, I struggled with it cos of my anxiety.

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Hugs back @MissGremlin - I’m sitting here like not really present. Whoops, reply’s may be really slow. But I am safe.

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@Fluttershy1 thankyou sweet. I know that feeling, know that you're not alone, we are here with you ❤️.

Can you find 3 things around you that are a certain colour?

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@MissGremlin - white fan, white fridge white Doona cover. What about you. I Safe

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@Fluttershy1 that's great, I can see my blue stitch weighted teddy, blue Diamond art dots and my blue lip gloss container.

What about 3 things you can touch near you?

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@MissGremlin - my soft stitch blanket, my weighted penguin and my sensory mat.

what about you?

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@Fluttershy1 ooohhh you have a stitch blanket 😍. I have stitch pillow cases ☺️. I can touch my puppy Casper, my nee doh cube and I have a diamond art pen in my hand.

What about 3 things you can hear?

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@MissGremlin - what type of puppy is Casper? I get my stitch blankets and all my Disney blankets from TK MAXX as they sell blankets etc there!!!

I can hear cars passing, a tv, and crickets what about you?

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@Fluttershy1 Casper is a black labrador, he turned 1 on the 1st March. That's so cool, I've only been to TK MAXX once, I might have to see if I can get there sometime again to have a look.

I can hear Casper snoring, crickets outside and my TV show that I'm watching.

Can you move 3 parts of your body?

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