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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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I love spring because of all those flowers blossoming even though I get hayfever but it’s still my favourite season @Appleblossom.

it was sunny here but went cold as soon as it went dark

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i love spring too. @Fluttershy1

I am nodding off.... good night

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@Fluttershy1

Hi,

Spring is my favourite season too. I love that things spring into life. It is also the start of warm weather which I enjoy. Summer is way too hot but spring is just right

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Hai @AuntGlow @Jacques @MissGremlin @SunsetSunrise @MindfulMango @NightHedgehog @tyme @Jynx @Honeymoon @Tolly @Appleblossom @Snowie @Shaz51 @outlander @NightFury @Chasingsunsets @Mustang67 @Zoe7 @Eve7 @Oaktree @MatchaToad @TAB -hope your all well.

been to the pet shop today and saw my friend that works there spent a few hours there, got to meet the cat that was up for adoption and he was adorable. Then I slowly made my way home but had to stop at the chemist on the way home for some pain relief for my headache.

got home spoke to the support worker manager for 20 mins then we hopped off the phone I went outside for abit. Now I’m sitting on the floor doing my diamond art and listening to my music.

support worker starts at 4 pm which will be nice, she then finishes at 8pm. Probably will do diamond art & watch a movie, have dinner and just chill.

3 days out of ER very proud of myself.

am safe

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Hai @AuntGlow @Jacques @MissGremlin @SunsetSunrise @MindfulMango @NightHedgehog @tyme @Jynx @Honeymoon @Tolly @Appleblossom @Snowie @Shaz51 @outlander @NightFury @Chasingsunsets @Mustang67 @Zoe7 @Eve7 @Oaktree @MatchaToad @TAB @Taali @Nala2022 @Meowmy -hope your all well.

today has been a struggle I ended in ER and it wasn’t a great visit at all, I got told I needed a job etc from one of the Mh clinicians was not impressed. Like I’m trying to stay strong but I’m falling apart.

I’ve been chilling with my support worker and we are watching dumbo because I don’t really wanna do anything else apart from just chill out.

I was hallucinating and dissociating earlier hence the trip to ER, I seem to be ok now but it is really a hit or miss with how I feel.


I’ve got Perry and watching dumbo, hanging out with a support worker.

am safe

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, I'm sorry today has been so hard for you. I'm glad you've got the support worker with you and that you're watching Dumbo with Perry. Sending you hugs, you're not alone ❤️.

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@Fluttershy1 hey there, sorry re today has been such a challenge. Glad you have support worker and watching some fun series. Hope it continues yo get better for you

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@MissGremlin - trying to keep busy so my head doesn’t get Loud again. Am safe

might do some diamond art later

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Trying to keep as busy as possible @Meowmy - it’s better for me.

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@Fluttershy1 i hear you sweet, you're doing well to try to keep busy. I'm currently sitting and doing my diamond art with a movie playing.

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