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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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All I can do is send you good wishes @Fluttershy1

I agree, and think it is not a very good joke. I am at the stage of disgust with the ED protocols. Hospital managers know it is not really suited to the needs of the populations experiencing distressing mental health. They could set up better outpatient options, and less fragmentation in the systems and better referrals. They had it in the 1970s. All this hyped up crisis management is only aggravating things.

Not sure if you can get access to any Safe Haven or online alt2su options. Fluttershy?

take care

apple

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@MissGremlin - I got a big container, I’m laying on the floor with my pillow watching tv. Need to keep busy. Thinking about doing diamond art but not sure. I’m quite comfy atm. I’m slowly calming down. Or maybe making stars

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Hey @Appleblossom - I wish it was a better system, I’ve got my workers still coming in. Just gotta keep fighting.

am safe

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@Fluttershy1 sounds nice and comfy. Hoping whatever you choose helps you to calm down sweet.

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@MissGremlin - it’s freezing, I’ve got my heater on. I’ve nearly fallen asleep on the floor a few times hahaha. But I’m trying to hold off abit longer

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@Fluttershy1 I'm nice and warm in my bed with Casper, starting a new diamond art. Hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweet.

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Ohhh let’s see the new one @MissGremlin - I’m just trying to ground myself.

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@Fluttershy1 i can't share a pic of this one until it's done but it's of hearts. You're doing well sweet and I'm here with you ❤️

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Ohhhh exciting @MissGremlin, thanks again

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Whoops I fell asleep on the floor @MissGremlin - I was so tired. Just about to climb into bed with perry

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