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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Still here waiting @MissGremlin - have no time of when I’ll be seen. It’s quite frustrating but I’m trying to keep calm.

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@Fluttershy1 that's really tough that you're still waiting, i can understand the frustration. You're doing so well sweet, hoping you can get seen soon though.

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It’s quite hectic here tonight @MissGremlin - security keep running past. I’m still here though

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@Fluttershy1 sounds like a very busy night there.

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Could say that, it’s raining aswell. Don’t like the rain. It’s calming but makes it more cold @MissGremlin. Someone got seen before me and wasn’t even here long. I’m not impressed.

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@Fluttershy1 the rain definitely makes things more cold. That's hard when someone gets seen before you, but being the ER it's based on priority of who is in need of urgent help first.

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It was a MH patient aswell, I’m like uhhh excuse me I’ve been here 3 hours. I’m struggling @MissGremlin - I feel like they always ignore me

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@Fluttershy1 I'm sorry sweet, it's tough when it feels that way.

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It just feels like they don’t care if you get what I mean @MissGremlin - I’m like how is this fair. Like there are other people struggling aswell. Not just them.

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@Fluttershy1 i do get what you mean sweet. Sending you hugs ❤️

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