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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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Ohhhh busy day for you @MissGremlin - Perry & I are thinking about taking a nap, we are drained. I’m over the coughing. Trying to do things for me. Lots of self care you know. Might do diamond art later.

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Thanks @Fluttershy1

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@TAB @MissGremlin - had my nap now I’m awake for my worker - just gunna be a chill arvo I think. Still coughing a lot. Feel like trash. So self care kinda afternoon

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@Fluttershy1 sometimes you just need an easy afternoon, rest is vital fo infections.

I have a bit of a viral thing going on right now too, lots going around

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@creative_writer - I was sick earlier this month, and I never actually recovered. Just resting

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@TAB @MissGremlin @Tolly @SunsetSunrise @tyme @Jynx @AuntGlow @Appleblossom @Jacques - feeling trash this evening, did some diamond art saw my support worker that I haven’t seen in forever which was really nice, just trying to deal with my erratic thoughts and stay home to watch SpongeBob and make stars and continue using my coping skills.

im safe

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@Fluttershy1 sorry you're feeling trash sweet. I'm glad you got to see the support worker that you haven't seen for a while, that would have been nice. You're doing well to use your coping skills.

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@MissGremlin - my head hurts from coughing aswell - I just wanna feel better, my head is just trying to trigger me but I don’t want it to take over, I wanna stay in control. Am safe

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@Fluttershy1 coughing is horrible, hoping you are better soon sweet.

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Making stars on the floor @MissGremlin - trying to stay present haven’t made dinner yet either

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