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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 guessing some of them you find more helpful than others, especially like E and T.

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Ok I find some helpful on the list not all @MissGremlin - let’s put it that way. Hahaha unless you wanna guesswho

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you find some of them helpful. It can be hard when you don't know who might be working at any given time.

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Yeah @MissGremlin - I have a few on there that i dislike and that one sent me home tonight. Not impressed

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@Fluttershy1 it's tough being sent home when you really aren't feeling ok. But know that you're doing so well to keep yourself safe and do your coping skills and you're not alone ❤️.

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It was A tonight and she made me feel bad about myself told me I need a job etc when I’m struggling and trying to keep my head above water @MissGremlin - I’m safe just using my skills.

would be nice if I could stop coughing

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@Fluttershy1 A doesn't sound very understanding. I'm sorry that she made you feel bad about yourself sweet. Coughing is horrible, have you got anything that can help to ease it a little?

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A isn’t understanding at all @MissGremlin - I have this issue every time with her. I thought I was getting C because that’s who I was told I was getting but nooo. I was like in my head grrrrr.

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@Fluttershy1 that sounds really frustrating sweet.

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@MissGremlin - I’m at urgent care, struggling with my breathing and coughing. So I’ve gone here to see what’s going on as it’s draining me

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