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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 I'm watching a TV show while making stars. Glad you've got Perry with you. Coughing sucks, hoping you get better soon sweet.

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Built 2 flat packs aswell @MissGremlin - moved my tv on it so I have more space for my craft

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@Fluttershy1 that looks awesome, well done sweet.

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Laying in bed now, I’m just trying to chill out @MissGremlin - playing my iPad while watching spongebob

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@Fluttershy1 sounds nice and chill sweet.

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I just wanna feel normal @MissGremlin - I’m over feeling sick, having to deal with my emotions, having to act like everything is ok when it’s not some days.

an safe

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@Fluttershy1 i hear you sweet. I know it can be so tough but you're truly doing so well managing even despite how hard things are.

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It sounds like you've had a very productive day despite not feeling the greatest physically or emotionally @Fluttershy1 . Building two flatpacks AND making lucky is stars is definitely more than I achieved today. You've shown so much strength today to take care of yourself the best ways you know how even when you're not feeling the greatest!

I see you and I hope tomorrow is kinder to you

-SunsetSunrise

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Hiya @SunsetSunrise @MissGremlin @creative_writer @Jynx @TAB @tyme @Appleblossom @AuntGlow @Snowie - had a tough day, spent most of it coughing but made a effort to go out for abit to a animal farm and spent some time with the animals which was amazing with a support worker, then we came back to home and I was trying to teach her how to make the lucky stars but that was not working out which was quite funny as she was getting frustrated with it.

my thoughts have been very everywhere today and I’m disliking it I’ve been trying to use my coping skills but they haven’t been helping so I’m currently in ER sittting on the floor waiting to be assessed as I’m not in a great way mentally and all I seem to be doing is crying and coughing at the moment but I’m really hoping that they are able to help me as I’m not doing great.

am safe

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Hello @Fluttershy1 sweet, you've done well to get out today with support worker. Seeing the animals would have been lovely and trying to teach someone to make lucky stars is tricky 😂.

I'm sorry that you've been crying and coughing, not being well can take such a toll on our mental health especially when we've already been struggling. Hoping they can help you sweetheart, sending you hugs ❤️.

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