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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 hoping you can get it in to order sweet.

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Isn’t that what mums are for hahaha @MissGremlin - never let her come over normally

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@Fluttershy1 haha mums are good for helping, well some are.

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Mines a cleaner hehehe @MissGremlin - normally I’m pretty good, but they threw it on us last minute so not impressed

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@Fluttershy1 that's helpful that she's a cleaner. I used to do cleaning. It's hard when they throw it on you at the last minute.

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@MissGremlin @NightHedgehog @TAB @tyme @Appleblossom @Jynx @AuntGlow @Jacques - been a terrible afternoon, landed in ER as things got bad, I just wish it would of been better than it has gotten to. Back home but won’t talk to anyone apart from the 2 girl housemates as they make me feel safe.

trying to keep busy and not burst into tears, it’s been a real tough night, I’m doing my diamond art at the moment.

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eeh yah @Fluttershy1 sorry to hear that . hope you are safe now.

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Am safe just chilling in my room @TAB - trying to stay away from it all, it’s all overwhelming for me.

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@Fluttershy1 sorry to hear that things got bad sweet. Glad you're doing your diamond art now. Sitting with you ❤️

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I'm sorry things are this way for you @Fluttershy1 dont know what else to say

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