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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 still the one I showed you last night sweet.

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Oh I remember now lol, sorry sorta forgot for a second @MissGremlin - very yeh. Think I’m tired but it’s too early to sleep

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@Fluttershy1 all good sweet. I think if your body needs rest that it's a good idea to listen to it. You've had some rough nights lately.

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Oh I love Big Hero 6 @Fluttershy1 hehe great pick.

Glad to know you're safe and looking after yourself even when it's a tough night 💜

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But it feels to early @MissGremlin - I’m scared I’ll wake too early.

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@Fluttershy1 i understand that worry sweet. Have you got anything on tomorrow?

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@Jynx - I love big hero 6 aswell, but my all time favourite is lilo and stitch hehehe. I’m already in bed. But hesitant to go to sleep now because I don’t wanna be up early but I’m like maybe I shouldn’t fight it. I’ve got Perry the weighted penguin.

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@MissGremlin - got a worker starting at 11am abit early but never mind

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@Fluttershy1 hope it all goes well with the worker tomorrow sweet.

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@Fluttershy1 the sleep balance is hard sometimes hey! I hope you're able to nod off soon, better too early than too late! 😅

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