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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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How’s the kitties @Jynx?

im eating icy poles. While I watch tv

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They're good @Fluttershy1 hehe though they tend to complain about not being allowed out at night anymore!!

Ooh yum! I think I've got some calypso icy poles in the freezer, hehe ty for the reminder, they'll make a fav end-of-day treat!!

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How many kitties do you have now @Jynx - I miss having the animals around now that I don’t live at home

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Just two @Fluttershy1 I don't think I could handle any more!!

Aww it's tough not having little fluffy pals around. Is it hard to go visiting your animals?

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I can’t go as I have trauma with the family, my bro SA me etc last year @Jynx - haven’t really been back since as I am scared and they never got CPS to go out there and do a investigation but nothing came from it so yeah. I left a week before Christmas and was put in crisis accom. Was scary times but they have found my new place and I’m quite scared but it’s with other housemates so they can’t come here.

So now I barely see them which upsets me. So much has happened though. I just wanna let it all out but I know it will trigger others. So I’m being mindful!

am safe

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I last saw the kitties last weekend as I tried to pick something up but didn’t go well so I went back home @Jynx- but the kitties were happy to see me

Benson  

 

 Neko

Justine

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@Fluttershy1 I'm glad you're in a safe place now, but sad that it means being away from those cuties. And thank you for being mindful of the community, it is good of you to be so caring. I hope you have other avenues where you can vent as freely as needed - even if it's into a journal or another online space!

Do you get along with your housemates most of the time, or has it been difficult to share the space with new people?

Aww love them and their little squishy faces!! Feel free to share in the SANE Cattery thread!! Our cat-lovers will appreciate them I'm sure! 😻

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@Jynx - I’ve been crafting a lot to let it all out and also speaking to my team. But the system has deffo missed you especially L. If you know who I’m talking about I don’t wanna trigger her out.


it’s been really hard to adapt to a new place all the system get stressed out as they won’t come out and they just hide, but I get along with most housemates. All that I can do really you know.

but am safe

but I’ve been finding funny memes and laughing my head off at them. I saw this one and was like yes I need to share this. Hope this gives you a giggle.

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@Fluttershy1 crafting is always a great way, especially if you can use it to express your feelings, or get lost in the flow-state!

Yeah I can imagine it would feel very difficult to keep everyone happy - inside and out. I hope your housemates are open and curious and you don't feel judged!

Oh that is adorable haha poor kitty looks so sad!! 😹

Lemme see if I can find one...

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@Jynx - what time do you finish up here tonight? If I stop responding I’m asleep, I’ve had my night tablets.

am safe tho

here’s another few memes hehe

 

 

 

 

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