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Does it ever stop

Does it ever stop

Hey - I feel like I can’t escape how I feel, how I react to things, how flashbacks and people I see that have caused me trauma in the past and present. I feel like I’m just trapped in it some days constantly and that it just wants to stay and haunt me and not leave.

my house mates have been arguing constantly and it got to a point tonight where I yelled at them to stop as it is getting annoying as it’s nearly everyday and it never stops. Then one of them had a go at me and started yelling and telling me that it’s the other persons fault when it wasn’t even them. It’s just a constant run around and I can’t seem to escape it.

im just now curled up on my bed in tears because I’m so triggered and I don’t know what or how I’m feeling.

im safe

but it’s just bringing up all my past all over again.

@Shaz51 @Bow @Jacques @Jynx @tyme @Blackbird11 @Meowmy @outlander @Historylover @Snowie @eth @Zoe7 and if I’ve missed anyone please tag them

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@Fluttershy1 keeping busy sounds like a plan. I do believe jynx is around tonight ☺️

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@Jynx @MissGremlin - haiii, trying to keep my head busy, I’m doing ok tonight not going to ER, I’m doing better I didn’t get out of there until 1:30am I wasn’t not good at al

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@Fluttershy1 doing ok is good to hear sweet. Are you going to do some more of your diamond art tonight?

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Making stars @MissGremlin - laying in bed watching the Pitt, just about to take my meds aswell, feeling drained but chilling out. Watching and crafting. I’m just gunna chill here

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@Fluttershy1 @MissGremlin those star things are cool as - origami?

Glad your support worker seems to be a good match @Fluttershy1 😊 And that you're doing a bit better tonight 💜

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@Fluttershy1 hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight sweet. Laying in bed sounds nice and comfy with your show and crafting.

@Jynx yes they are origami ☺️

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@Jynx - yes they stars are origami, it’s been a roller coaster, last night was horrible, I feel better tonight, I was just having a adhd meltdown and a BPD episode aswell.


the fave people were on and very understanding they wouldn’t let me go either so I was let go when I had settled down.

im safe.

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@MissGremlin - I’m just happy with you guys and crafting

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@Fluttershy1 and we are happy to be here with you sweet ☺️.

Have you got anything on tomorrow?

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@MissGremlin - quiet one, gunna craft, watch the Pitt, sleep and possibly see a worker that I saw tonight. If not I’ll probably just chill

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