Does it ever stop

Brain and rest = possibly or it will torture me like last night @MissGremlin

@Fluttershy1 you can only but try sweet. I didn't even get 2 hours of sleep last night so I get it's hard.

I’ve had caffeine aswell whooppssssss @MissGremlin - bigggg mistake lol

@Fluttershy1 Must have been a really crappy time that you needed to do that.🤗 i hope you feel a little better. i had i hard day too, but managed to let it be so as not to recycle today on top next time. i think i'm learning.

@MissGremlin @Invi @AuntGlow @rav3n

Oceans

I learnt to let go when I was younger
Scared of growing old
I would swim far into the ocean
And try to stay afloat
Until my lungs would cough up water
And sand would coat my bones, and I hope now

That someday I'll open up the flood gates
And let the lyrics flow
Someday I'll understand the dry taste
When the words are trapped below
Some days I wonder if my airway
Is clogged with all the quotes, that I wrote, now

I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore

I don't want love no more
Though it's the one thing I've been searching for
Though it's the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I'm afraid to be alone

I learnt to grow old when I was younger
Scared of staying young
Afraid of the thoughts that I had conjured
That sat atop my tongue
Knowing I'd change the worlds opinion
If they would just, listen up
But they won't, now

I feel worthless
Maybe I should open the drawer
Burn the pages
Write poems with the ash on the floor
Pour the ink, into the sink
And watch it drain from the shore

I don't want love no more
Though it's the one thing I've been searching for
Though it's the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I'm afraid to be alone
(I'm afraid to be alone)
(To be alone)

Looking in the mirror like
Maybe I will find myself tonight
I ask for a better mind
Then tap into the site through my third eye
I had never realised
I thought I had a chosen my design
I thought I was broken all this time

I don't want love no more
Though it's the one thing I've been searching for
Though it's the one thing that I miss the most
Now, I'm afraid to be alone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbPiEs-N4Jk&list=RDLbPiEs-N4Jk&start_radio=1

@Fluttershy1 oh dear. I'm going to hop off for the night. I'm sorry sweet. Hope you can get some rest.

@Fluttershy1 A song of comfort for you.

Life can really get too much isn't? i hope you get some shut eye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idgRVGV8S_4&list=RDLbPiEs-N4Jk&index=2

@DownMoreThanUp @MissGremlin - I dosed off, I’m of myself gotta be up at 6am gross.

am safe

night all

@Fluttershy1 night night sweet ❤️

@Fluttershy1 Sleep soundly

@Fluttershy1 dissociation can be so rough, I am glad that the community was here to support you hun. What do you find helpful for grounding?

Also tell me more about this show, The Pitt?