getting there slowly

Hi Friends as you know as Ive stated in last pst I was dealing with loss of data from my computer ,which spiralled my anxiety,well finally the emotional rollercoaster is starting to subside enough for me to think about other priorities the emotions are there but a bit less than it was earlier Its becoming more managelable over time ,in other news Ive been extremely busy Studying a certificate III I hope I pass this Form of study although I do have some doubts Im mAaking effort and trying my best to complete, all tasks in other other news my ex has reached out Im cautios of Replying ,I feel is comments may have been sarcastic or not genuine ,Im Cautions cause as much as he tried to say I was a Person who refused change and needed to change when we where together He As far as I can tell Hasnt changed much himself , And even though my heart may miss him ,My Head wants nothing to do with him after all the hurt and possible manipulation he was using ,Im Trying to move forward and focus on study and completing my long list of life goals for the year although now I lost my old computer I have to complete my goals based off memory ,I keep trying to tell myself that I will Find a man who is better for me I keep telling my heart that saying over and over to reasure myself that everything will be ok ,LostAngel