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Talking through trauma and PTSD

The me no one knows - SI warning

The me no one knows - SI warning

I’ve made this space to have somewhere safe to talk and share things.

to chat with every one who has shown concern about and for me.

I have spent almost all my life masking, from as far back as primary school (possibly younger).

almost no one knows the real me. Not sure if I even know the real me.

my past is filled with lots of darkness. People I’ve tried to speak with during my life either don’t believe me or don’t want to know

@AlwaysMyself @Bunniekins @Captain24 @Cuddlebear @rav3n @Jynx

hiding behind the mask pretending nothing is wrong. Putting on brave face whilst inside I’m a shattered pieces. Feeling lost and completely alone. No one wants anything to do with me. Relatives only contact when they want something. Going to bed every night hoping to never wake again

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Yeah, i dont envy housekeepers or sewage collectors before plumbing 😬 @Flutterbug9 😅.

9 people with 1 toilet. I bet that had a few difficult times. Maaaannnn would not wanna be them if the whole family got food poisoning. Just saying! 😅

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@Captain24 I’m sorry to hear you don’t feel comfortable joining in conversations on this thread.

you are and always have been more than welcome to post on this thread.

there are no private chats on the forums.

im sorry to hear you feel that there are.

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@tyme

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@Flutterbug9 @Captain24

We were just talking about sewage and people who have to deal with it... we had a water overflow down the street earlier today. Well, not sure if its stormwater drainage or sewage... but guess who's here? 🤣🤣🤣😅😅😅 i cannot make this crap up lol.

 

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Still waiting on photo to be vetted by mods @AlwaysMyself. Fingers crossed it gets vetted tonight

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@Flutterbug9 hopefully it wont be deemed as identifiable. But in case it is:

Person kitted up with white cover-suit, gloves, gumboots and helmet with a water/sewage tanker with a pump pipe down into a hole in the ground out the front of a driveway.

Full splash protection!

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I had a good day today @AlwaysMyself

was a planned lunch with a friend

new cafe, not sure if we will go there again

If “mapped” our chats, we would cover Australia and back to starting point.

Im still trying to work out where approx 3hrs went 😂

with the cats waking me any time after 6am currently, im going to try an early night. Feeling good this evening.

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@Cuddlebear dropping by to say “Hi”

thinking of you know.


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@AlwaysMyself Cuddlebears Space @Captain24 @MissGremlin @Jynx @Chasingsunsets

cat sleeping bags

anyone else want one 😺😺😻😻

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@Flutterbug9 oohhh definitely want one, so cosy.

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Hahah, yep sign me up for one of those this winter lol @Flutterbug9

Sleep well 😊

Im heading to bed too now.

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