t00thy_cut13Casual Contributor
rant from me...
hi, im new... i've been feeling horrible about eating lately and i just want to talk about it somewhere other people can see it. I feel like im losing control of what i eat. [removed by moderator] ive been failing miserably recently. I feel like i need to eat, even if i'm not hungry, like a subconscious requirement. i'm really scared to gain weight, and i feel like i'm spiralling out of control, eating too much every day. I usually have two 'bad' days a week, but this week, i've had no good days at all and i feel hopeless. All i want is not to be fat my whole life. so many people are born skinny, and i just feel like my body hates me; I hate it. I feel helpless, and like there's no good option at all.