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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
many of you know my middle son and his journey into madness. he came over with his carer today for his usual cup of coffee and for the first timee he started talking about angels and god talking to him and saying bad things to him. i am devestated. he is medicated to the hilt. i feel we are heading for something bad.
i cried which is hard for me but i did. feeling dark thoughts dar dark thoughts help me!
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@MissGremlin 🙂 xxx
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@StuF StuF are you up?
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REDLINEZ750Senior Contributor
hey @Bunniekins dont beat yourself up for saying your truth about christmas.
sounds like a loving mother that is protecting her son from regret if the thoughts get too much.
your his mother and if carers needed then carers needed, you shouldnt have to feel like your doing bad when your doing good.
being prepared just in case is showing your smart not showing your scared and if you are its no ones business.
im sorry bun your seeing your middle son in a dark place, he clearly loves you to let you know , your defaultt of explaining you didnt do any drugs n shit and niether did he on here tells you know how ignorant people think F%^%$K them.
you are kind you are caring and your empathy to others and desire to shed light on thier dark is from a good heart. i wish i could do more than write too many words and hold you in my thoughts.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@REDLINEZ750 Red thank you so much for your post i really appreciate your words in so many ways. you made me smile when you spoke about those judgemental people world is full of them my friend but i will remember what you said next time i come across one 🙂 x
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StuFSenior Contributor
I'm so sorry @Bunniekins ! I had a couple too many in the end last night and had a massive sleep in today!!!
How are you??
(I'm just starting my day with breakfast etc so will be on and off here)
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@StuF good on you getting out and about. i wish i could have had a drink last night but the meds dictate no alcohol so there you go 😄 oh look i have spoken with sons psychologist who is going to talk with the house manager and agrees with my concerns. he will be seeing son this week and plans to organise a list of stratergies to help with this latest development. i just hope it all doesnt escalate.
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StuFSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins Very glad you've spoken with his psychologist. Hopefully you've noticed and reported it early enough to prevent further escalation. Good on you for being so proactive in the face of what must be pretty overwhelming
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@StuF thanks StuF it is overwhelming tbh.
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StuFSenior Contributor
What have you got on today @Bunniekins ? Any opportunity to be kind to yourself as well?
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@StuF im talking with my gf about muffins and how i havent had a muffin in years and how i might go mad on my birthday and have one with middle son 😄
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