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New poster, Schizo for a while

New poster, Schizo for a while

Hi everyone, New poster, (RoutineNicotine since I am almost a chain smoker) but have been posting on occasion on Reddit at /r/schizophrenia. Just looking for something similar except more local to the country I am in since I am Australian and I can't relate much to the American experience of the illness.

Lurked here for a few hours and it might be a mixed bag since the carers and family members of those effected have a louder voice then those directly effected, but, I'll take the risk and attempt anyway.

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia since 2018, and it's been a mixed bag of sorts, at times managing full time work, but, after a major psychotic episode in 2023 that seen me become a forensic MH patient (don't worry much, found not guilty due to the illness. but, the episode also destroyed my sense of self and done damage to the things that helped me bounce back from other lesser psychotic episodes.) I have been hit for six. struggled for a few months with mixed positive and then the rest of 2024 with negative symptoms. only since Aug. this year, things had started to look up but, now, it seems the positives are starting to come back with hearing voices and screaming that don't actually exist. Then there's the delusions starting with the overarching sense of doom and the idea of "something big is going to happen and it's not good"

Already reached out to the community mental health team with the acceptance that I might need a med change and to try and catch it before I get to the stage of requiring involuntary treatment and subsequent CTO. (Plus, I don't want to languish away in the ED waiting to go to the psych ward. Plus, actually go to the psych ward and the things that triggers. Think all the staff and patients work for ASIO and they are all there to psychologically torture you whilst they get coded messages from "The Block" TV show. Or at least this was my last experience of the ward. Don't want a repeat.)

What I am currently trying: Journalling (this helps with insight), taking PRN meds (daily now). will visit them tomorrow to catch up with the psychiatrist and get the depot med.

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Re: New poster, Schizo for a while

Hi @RoutineNicotine ,

What a journey!

Good on you for reaching out for a change in medication.

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@RoutineNicotine

Hello and welcome

Journalling and at times taking prn have been my strategies and physical movement, walking, exercise and dance, and meditation etc.

Yes, there are many differences between American and Australian culture and mental health systems. Hope you find enough to resonate with.

take care

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Re: New poster, Schizo for a while

@RoutineNicotine welcome to this space. I have schizoaffective disorder and I used to have a terrible time with the voices and the screaming. It took awhile for my psychiatrist to work out the right medication, but when he did, I got a lot of relief from these symptoms. I found going for walks and singing helped too. I hope your medication gets sorted out soon. I can understand why you want to avoid the psych ward.

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@RoutineNicotine

Welcome to the forum. We’re definitely quieter here than Reddit but you’ll find it’s not just carers/family on here. There’s a few threads you’ll find your people on.

I myself have had a lot of problems with MH professionals and psychosis - I think my last episode mirrors your experiences in the ward.

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Re: New poster, Schizo for a while

Hi @RoutineNicotine ,

Hope the Psychiatrist appointment went okay today.

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Re: New poster, Schizo for a while

@Realness Yes, good job for considering a med change, if I am trying to be serious about dealing with my mental health, I sort of have to consider this as according to another jurisdiction I'm considered 'criminally insane'. the fact that forensics have been involved is a serious statement about my mental wellness. I went to the appointment today and they are not considering a med change just yet, bit of turmoil since they have not decided a case manager yet and the psychiatrist was not in today. If they do change meds, just hope it's not the gold standard med since that didn't do much despite the fact that it's the gold standard. If I am out of options, I eat it again but, there has to be other options.

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@Ruby26 Yes, I am reaching out to the clinic team in one form or another in order to try and avoid a hospital admission because that's triggering. I am sort of worried for my safety whilst in there. didn't get to see the psych today but, I can hope to try and do something and it was mentioned that a med change could do something. I'll have to wait for now. As far as the overreaching sense of doom, that had reduced.

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@Realness Yes I went to the appointment today but, there was no psychiatrist today. The limits of having to go with the local community mental health option. Got the depot injection and re-uped the PRN med. It was discussed the idea of a med change but, that will have to wait for now until the psychiatrist gets back.

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@RoutineNicotine

Thanks for the reply.

It's a tough journey you're on - you can't be too careful.

I saw in your other recent message that things were a bit better - less doom but wonder when you get to see the psych. That's the only way to get the meds changed isn't it?

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Re: New poster, Schizo for a while

Our messages crossed. Disregard the end of mine. No need to reply.
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