Thinking of you too @AuntGlow 🙏☀️, how are you doing? Lovely to hear from you as always 😊. Analogy coming up ☺️ - Got served some epic serves to the body over the last couple of weeks 🎾🎾, it’s amazing what no hope does also. Then it ends up an absolute storm 🌀.I feel like I have got through this one (like many 😉) but it’s truely devastating and heartbreaking where things can lead to, safe. All for a possible hormone imbalance like pmdd which could be steering the boat (still don’t know this for sure) It’s really crazy though to just think of that concept. To add insult to injury whilst in all of this I just loose my days, concept of time everything just goes. I try really hard to keep “in” my days though as I just never know how long it will last until the next 🌀 so feel a sense of failure when I realise things just take me on an absolute ride. It’s like “I kept waiting for my life to begin, not realising it already had.” and “I kept waiting for my turn, and the music stopped.” This is how it feels. But it’s ok this has been for a long time possibly worse now as I just feel like life has passed me by. I also stopped moving and just gave up on my body so sorry haven’t done anything from alomoves recently. Sorry for the heavy post, you just got a minute of honesty, I’d prefer your reply isn’t here about all the heavy stuff but least you know where I’m at. No acute changes here this has been for some time, then just add the rest of the dominos, AI (actually having a hard time managing it), plus the rest. Good times 😂.
Saw some really cool things on some of our walks lately, some very cool spiders one was iridescent yellow and red which I have not seen before (also could not get a good pic which was really disappointing), a blue one- a cute jumping spider, 2 sea eagles saw them separately- when I saw the first the whole lake of birds were just going off, all the birds had there knickers in a knot of its presence and they were all chasing it away lol- such a beautiful bird though (however clearly they didn’t think so 😅). I will hopefully post some pics soon.
Guess what I also used a new pan of mine I got in November today 😂, cooked a new recipe and all. I think I might be back, but this is day 1 lol. [Edit* day 2 early am, not at baseline 🤭, ah well was a good thought while it lasted lol]. But (day 1) what a difference, a super big day too (cognitive load) then new pan and new recipe a bit surprising actually. Anyway, definitely enough about me, how’s auntglows life going? I have realised for a while now I know very little about your background what led you to peer work etc 😊. Your cross cultural unit sounds so interesting, how’s it going? Maybe you have moved onto to the next unit now?
