New Music Thread (for all music, not just new)

@DownMoreThanUp can't say I have every heard that song before.

@Mustang67 So true self talk in me must die it has been for it became self preservation minded instead of developmental. i knew it in some way, yet did not know how to change it. My wife finally caving the pressure i put on her for years on end doing this.

@StuF @heartathome @Bunniekins @MissGremlin

i know i'm at my worst. My very weakest. This is my personal Armageddon finding myself back underneath the daily suppression of myself trying to merge my alters misunderstanding some very basic principles personal boundaries both inside my own life as well as that of my wife. It was very humbling to wake up to the fact that my healing had caused her so much pain and self denial.

Nevertheless, my wife being my wife, these are not the issues she is struggling with. Letting go of me. Even as she thanked me for helping her understand that that in her life was wrong, before things went wrong for us. When we meet at such times, we simply know we were made for each other. And know True Love will never take apart what He has joined together, for despite everything we love each other more now than 6 months ago. This is why we are both willingly going through this painful saga as far as we are concerned.

As thing were we loved each other like anything but in both of our lives personal issues were not dealt with, which stopped progress, and hurt us often so trying to do our best to make it work. Yet today we are both forced to work on our issues. Re-consider how we loved each other positively and where are love became dependant driven. We have both come a long way when it comes to all that.

Coming Monday we going shopping together to buy her a tablet for her upcoming birthday. i'm excited as anything that i convinced her to let me buy her a present. (And we going out for Lunch on her birthday together and for a hike.)) i have not seen her since Sunday so miss her heaps.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Yf1919g3GU

Awww @DownMoreThanUp I am so excited for you being able to buy her a birthday present.

My partner and I tried to go to couples counselling. Our first meeting was with the both of us together, so she could work out what we want from our relationship, and the second meeting she saw us individually. When we went back for our third meeting, we were told that we both have too many individual issues that require separate counselling first, before any couples counselling could take place. She said if we don't fix ourselves first, how can we bring our best selves into the relationship. And it would not be fair on the other person.

My partner has done some counselling in the past, but seemed to think that his issues did not require counselling, so even though I worked on myself and did what I needed to do, he didn't. So we never received the couples counselling.

But he is now struggling in the head, as he says. So maybe I will bring up the counselling again.

I really like the sound of the sort of love that you and your wife shared.

I was like that with one of my partner's, but now I realise none of it was real, as he was trying to control me from day one, and his abusive behaviour only got worse from there.

@Mustang67 Thank you sharing your story. It is hard when loved ones do not realise they need changing to keep what they got. i'm no exception when it comes to that and neither is my wife. It is costing us fortune my counselling alone, much of our savings gone in just a month.

@StuF @heartathome @Bunniekins @MissGremlin

Not that it matters, thank God we had it, and i'm getting the best counselling i could possible dream of. My Therapist is not only a professional in his trade, he trauma survivor himself. He truly knows what he is talking about. And a master at getting an enormous amount of work done in a very short time without having me overload, but rather learn to deal with that even at 'high' speed. Yet he never leaves me without the tolls to deal with the aftermath. i love this man for his professional ability, and totally non judgemental approach to my situation.

Finally those voice are beginning to make sense, and for the first time in my life i believe i can learn to overcome their power over them if not completely silence them along the way. For it is becoming clear more and more suppressed emotion all the way from childhood lay right underneath all that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-63ZXxMkvnY&list=RD-63ZXxMkvnY&start_radio=1

@DownMoreThanUp I can hear with each post that what you are saying is getting more and more positive and I just know in my heart, even though it might take some time, you will get where you want to be.

@StuF @Mustang67 @DownMoreThanUp @heartathome @MissGremlin @REDLINEZ750 @TAB good morning all. hope you are all well this glorious morning! here is a beautiful song i think https://youtu.be/LvetJ9U_tVY?list=RDaWmkuH1k7uA

Morning my sweet @Bunniekins, hope you have a lovely day ❤️

@DownMoreThanUp i really like this song DownMoreThanUp so much emotion in the words. thank for for posting xx

@Mustang67 @StuF @MissGremlin @DownMoreThanUp @heartathome @TAB @ENKELI and all the music lovers! here is one from the past which i love is such a positive song have a great monday! https://youtu.be/v0gGWiRkjYM

@Mustang67 saw this song and thought of you of course. hope you are feeling better soon. xx https://youtu.be/TvnYmWpD_T8