@heartathome This song and "Running up that hill", that I just listened to, both seem to fit with how I have feeling since Christmas Eve.
I was disappointed on Christmas day, as I purchased two helium balloons so my partner and I could write a note to my dad, and then attach it to the balloons and release them to the heavens, as it was also the 2nd anniversary of his passing.
I started writing my note and then about 5 minutes later my partner came in with the balloons, and they were flat 😥😥 I couldn't believe that they had gone down so much overnight. i was so upset, as I had been planning to do this for months. Since I didn't see anyone on Christmas day, as I was still recovering, we have now planned to catch up with the family after New Year's. I told my sister and mum, that we can release the balloons then, if they are still up for it. And I certainly won't be getting the balloons filled up at the same place.
As I just told Bunniekins, we are taking my daughter to a nice hotel on New Year's Eve, for two days, so I have that to look forward to. She always brightens up my mood. And it has a spa in the ensuite, so I think I will try and relax as much as possible and enjoy the time spent with my daughter.
The hotel is near a popular beach, so I got a balcony room, hoping we will be able to see the fireworks at midnight. Fingers crossed that this plan comes to fruition.
https://youtu.be/SWSQS06i7-w?si=KXCz2S6n0GWzwp-J
@Bunniekins @StuF @DownMoreThanUp @REDLINEZ750 @DownMoreThanUp @MissGremlin @Cuddlebear @AlwaysMyself @ENKELI @PeppyPatti @TAB @Jynx @tyme @GezzaP
