stuck in the trenches

re: my previous post i feel like there's no purpose in what i do, im only in uni cos i know if only struggle more trying to find a job without a degree

i'm in a safe space and i know help is available but ive had an ongoing existential crisis, i feel i have very few things to look forward to. i cant trust anyone or anything because i dont see improvements in my life, like literally what is smiling?

further to this idk why my parents sacrificed so much for me, i dont just mean time and energy i mean potential careers and travel opportunities like cmon that cant be worthy of a sacrifice