Paranoid schizophrenia

Today was a hard day.

I found it hard to get out of bed.

I found it hard to not cry all day.

I found it hard to suppress the pain.

My partner has paranoid schizophrenia.

I haven’t seen him since February.

On this day he went to go and spend time with his dad, jumpstart a car for his older kids and then refused to come.

He claimed that he’s waiting for whoever’s after him to get him so he can come home.

I’m struggling without him.

I’m struggling to not have him in my daily life.

I’m struggling trying to make sense of anything 🙁

Thank you for reading my discord.