Can someone help me

ooh @Pepsimax big hugs to you

i know its hard

@Pepsimax grief is really painful. Though unpleasant, it's an important experience - it let's us know when something/someone was special. It sounds like your friends were very dear to you.

How long ago did they pass?

I know grief can feel intolerable, but remember, as uncomfortable it may be, it will pass.

In my own experience, I'm not sure if grief goes away, it's more the intensity of it changes, and we learn to live without people. It's not to say that we stop caring or stop missing them.

How long ago did your friend(s) pass away?

How long has it been?

@Pepsimax I didn't get what you meant by your last post, it just has my name it.

@Pepsimax

grief is a very hard thing to deal with. the passing of my nan knocked me for 6 and still does it. i cant look at anything the same.

i know everyone says they wouldnt want you to be sad but sometimes it just doesnt help to know that

sometimes you just want to see that person and never let them go

i know i understand and i can gear everything your saying

your pain and thoughts and feelins are very real and valid.

i dont really know what i can say that will help you to stop the thoughts right now but i can sit here with you and listen to what your saying

and i can tell you your being heard

@CherryBomb is also here with you as well guiding you through this as well