My life sucks

Not too bad @Blackcloud how are you hun?

@Jynx Had the worst morning ever, but it was mostly my fault so I now know to ALWAYS stay home especially during the morning when I’m dealing with menstrual cramps (during the first day of my period).

Yesterday evening I got approached by the cult members inside a grocery store, it’s so weird how they seem to target grocery stores now (as this is really rare) & they always prey on the people that “look lonely” and are vulnerable. Otherwise, if I was with someone else then I wouldn’t be approached by them, oh well….. everytime I get approached by the cult members in any location, I get/feel uncomfortable from it as a result & it kinda ruins my day/mood

@Blackcloud aww hun! sounds like a super rough morning for you 🥺

Oh yes that would leave me feeling pretty left-of-centre too!! Ick-factor is like, HUGE. Hope you don't have anything else on this arvo and you can just chill out now?

@Blackcloud How are you? How has your move gone? I am sinking into the abyss. I feel like all hope is gone. Nothing brings me any happiness. Frozen and unable to do anything. Pretty dismal and very alone really.

@Jynx yep! I was able to have a 2 hour nap so that was nice. What about you?

@Cuddlebear I’m really sorry to hear that ❤️ how are you holding up with all of these thoughts at the moment? I know it’s hard to feel that all hope is gone, but please know that we’re always here for you. ❤️ so the best and only way we have to endure these hard times is to keep pushing through & continue to seek out support and connections, like what we’re doing here on SANE Forums! 😊

And yeah, I’ve already started my moving out process early this week. It has been a really busy and pretty tiring week. I’ve also been continuing to pack more stuff from my current accomodation & bringing them to the new accomodation as days go by. I’m gonna officially move out of this accomodation on the 25th June.

Hehe love it @Blackcloud I weish I could have a nap!!

Moving is always a tiiiiime 😓 Good luck!!

@Jynx off topic, but i genuinely want all of these religious cult organisations to vanish, and if they do vanish then we wouldn't be having all these people that are a part of these cults to approach other strangers that are on their own (they never approach anyone who is with someone else and with a group of people) at anywhere to get them to join the cult.

thinking about last year how this young woman came to ask me if i can give her directions to a restaurant inside a mall (we were inside the same mall) that sells halal food, and i told her a few times that i'm not sure where that is and all that stuff, but even then she carried on with the conversation which i bet lasted for literally more than 5 minutes. another person was with her at the time but he didnt say anything (he just looked at me while she was doing all the talking) so i know now that both of them are part of a cult and thats why she came up to me and asked me that. obviously, i was alone so. thinking about this now, as well as the approach from yesterday is making me triggered and driving me nuts lmao. next time, if someone like her comes up to me and ask me for directions (especially if they look around my age and has another person with them) then i'm gonna like straight up tell them to look it up on google and walk away. either being rude or ignore these cult people should do the trick for them to leave you alone.

for yesterday, i just walked off without saying anything the moment the girl asked me where i got my jacket from (since thats a common cult tactic they use). part of me should've flipped her off and said something rude - i feel like that might be the better way for people like them to actually eff off and not bother me for the day

That's kinda hectic @Blackcloud but glad to hear you are taking the steps you need to look after yourself 😊

They prey on the vulnerable strangers when they’re alone and look approachable it fricken annoys me to no end 🤣 @Jynx

as of today, it seems like only watching YouTube is the way for me to go about today

@Jynx Oh by the way did you get to listen to that song that I mentioned to you about last time? You said you were gonna listen to it when you were on a break so I was wondering if you did 🙂