My life sucks

@MissGremlin i'm a bit frustrated right now so right now im replying to them as little as possible lol, i wish they had a lot to say and i wish they seem more empathetic than they seem in this interaction. Sometimes I wonder how people like them get picked for the role if they're not willing to offer the same amount of empathy to help seekers/clients especially with their way of responding in general.

@Blackcloud can understand the frustration. It does make you wonder how they get picked sometimes. That's why I love here cos all the peer support workers are amazing ♥️

@MissGremlin last time I asked the supervisor/management team via email to unban me on the service because last year they banned me for being rude to peer workers, when the peer workers there ive spoken to didnt even meet my expectations which causes me to have those sensitivity issues right?. and then when i had a chat with the management on that same website the same day she was gonna unban me (cause she wanted to talk to me before i can talk to a peer worker there again), there were things she said to me that i didnt agree with & it seemed that she didnt even take my concerns and issues seriously at all (which lead to her banning me at that time) and thats the annoying part with the services way on how peer workers should talk to their help seekers/clients with. like yeah...idk..

You there? @MissGremlin

@Blackcloud I'm sort of here. Sorry sweet, been running through some grounding exercises with someone to help us through some rough patches.

How are you feeling?

@MissGremlin Oh, I see.

im on the webchat queue to speak to my regular counsellor at kids helpline right now. Was thinking of wanting to talk to lifeline before, but now I don’t think so.

I just cried, it felt very relieving though that I did 🫂

@Blackcloud awww my sweet. I'm glad you are reaching out, so proud of you ♥️.

Sending you gentle hugs ♥️

@MissGremlin thank you ❤️ other than that, it's been an alright day overall for me. my support worker came to assist me with the relocation stuff today so that was great. it felt like quite a long day for us, but its a good thing that i was able to do something that keeps me busy throughout the day, even though i still have thoughts and feelings about wishing i had real friends and all ❤️

So glad to hear that you are reaching out and that a release helped. Proud of you! ❤️ @Blackcloud

@AuntGlow @MissGremlin now the kids helpline webchat is lagging and not loading..great.......

and now it doesnt allow you to click on anything