snowflake231Senior Contributor
Hi I'm new looking for connections
Hi everyone I'm new here just reaching out.
I live with bipolar 1 which has been hard to control. I have had like 6 rounds of ECT. I was in a depressive episode for a long time and I did a round of TMS. My doctor changed my antidepressants to try and lift the depression and it worked. Only it worked too well and now I'm manic.
my problem is this. When I was in my depression I isolated myself, wouldn't leave the house and basically was more than happy not to be doing anything. Now that I'm manic I don't know what to do with myself. I want to do stuff but can't find anything to do. I've already reorganised the house and the cupboards. I would like to catch up with people but because I isolated myself during my depression I don't feel like there is anyone I can reach out to. I've looked into getting a hobby but the mania is too strong and I don't think I can have the patience for a hobby.
sorry I'm babbling.
so this is why I'm reaching out here hoping to be able to connect with others and hopefully feel less alone. Thanks for reading