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Thankyou @Appleblossom

Given our family tragedies… I have no clue what normal is @StanD …. Tho studied a lot of theories…. Some nasty person called me damaged recently… so it… just resonated beautifully what you said.

Hello @Appleblossom

I'm sorry everyone it has taken me long to reply. I did consider leaving. My life become unmanageable

Thankyou apple. It certainly not easy to deal with criticism, & 'triggers'. It such an archaic word, said by person or if ignorance, obv. It hurt tho, perhaps, in that moment. And then realised, you are good person. That person, maybe, misunderstand you, or a C++t.

@TAB @Glisten @moderator

I not sure how to say this.

I have distressing, update

I am very embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed to share. And, I knew, I will come back & want to share @Shaz51

I not sure how to safely share my predicament, without, causing others hurt.

I unfortunately not believe this a possibility.

The words we write come from different parts of a bigger whole self.

There is no denying, that my circumstances are life impacting

I can feel safe here too

And I can work out who, what, how, from unique perspective.

I watched everything happen in space of less than 2 weeks.

I live in car.

I have 2 cats next to me, in passenger seat, sedan.

I no longer access shower, toilet, privacy, hygiene etc

I think the shock and hurt has hit me so hard, I not feel safe to really leave car anymore.

I usually get Menulog!

I not alone, obv

Council, ...police, cat team, and literal cat vet, my minister, case workers etc. ppl know where I am, & I can call them when I get upset and confused

Ok, that enough, for now xx

I sharing cause, SANE first crew accept me, maybe, like me.

I like lots ppl on here

I say, I not alone, Becoz, I not want ppl worry unnecessarily. Even tho, I am in car, my location is relatively safe at least the safest I can do.

In bigger sense

I not alone, Becoz, this happen, everyday to rich ppl, poor ppl, good bad+ ppl with children ; every country I guessing.

I will never think, that a person, who s shackdisappear in typhooni, is suddenly worth any less, coz personal dwelling, fall over.

It is a stigma, powerful. I place sheets in windows, I no longer conform, I a renegade, I an eyesore, I need clean up my life. I must be druggy or have mental issues.

I think one lady nearly throw up her lunch as she had to work past my car in slightly snobby shopping complex car park. It was , me ..

i bnot first person have to sleep in car.

hey @StanD i'm sorry to hear that things have been challenging and overwhelming for you recently. living in your car with your cats sounds incredibly tough, but i am really glad you do have people you can reach out to if you need. i do wonder, are there any public toilets/showers near you that you could access?

please do take care and let us know if there's any way we can support you, sending you gentle hugs 💙

Ah, dear @StanD I am so glad you told us your real situation, but sorry you have to endure this. Yes the cold, uncertainty, risk and the shame and stigma.

it was good to meet you and we share some similar bits of history…

I am glad you have some social connections and are not totally isolated.

You care enough about us to want to reassure us, that you are safe. I hope things do improve, but look after yourself, and keep in touch

Hello @rav3n @Appleblossom

Yes, I get trophy showing up.

It raining here today.

I think maybe, - & I zero idea - it extremely difficult people to reply? I hiding my situation up to now, coz it feel nice to keep space clean & I knew, it was my issue, to deal

Car life basically sux

Apple your reply was spot on. Thankyou. How can I ask for more, than the love huge you all give me, Apple, I can feel the real care in your intention - & that feeling, that yes, we certainly have real history, albeit, patchy and afar 🙂 I think you like that description

I talk more soon

x

I fine

@rav3n thankyou so much reply and the work you do.

Love the doggies @Appleblossom

Thankyou

You inspire with your attitude @StanD.… like the kids little mouth…. Also dogs and a cuddle helps… in this blooming cold.