@ENKELI Good seeing you back. life has been really hard, a few times, i really feared myself losing it, but today, although it was very painful i got a breask and my wife as well so thar was great.
Couple counselling already brought some frictions that needed airing, recognition and placed rightly. We both struggled but back in line. It is not going to be all of a sudden all okay, it is a painful process from both of us but for me also really good, for i have been chasing my wife my love and she has been running away my psychosis if you understand what i mean. And only now we begin to comprehend the cruelty of it to both of us who love one another so dearly.
So yes i feel reasonably stable but still have massive problems sleeping after events like today, that can become a problem fast.
How yourself? It has been good to see you around again. i hope things keep falling into place for you.
