@Bunniekins it is sad watching your parents grow old and seeing their body failing. My mum is starting to get a bit forgetful, but some of her medications make her have, what she calls "brain fog". But usually she had no problems mentally. She loves me taking her out for a drive in the car and reminiscing about the old days and I love hearing about some of the things she got up to. It has made me realise that I am more like her than I thought.
When My dad (step-dad) passed away 2 years ago I was am still are devastated. He taught me so much and he was my go to person to run things by if I wasn't sure. I don't want to lose my mum, but I know they can't live forever. Nor do I want her to suffer in pain, like my dad did, just because I want her around longer.